Wednesday, January 25, 2017

chicken pox

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cineart tv pragueczech tv the czech state fundfor czech cinematography only one part of man, imbalancedand microscopic, is immortal. it spans from the beginning of the world,from generation to generation, and its name is embryo, and its nameis egg and its name is sperm. this embryo is the infinitelysmall god, god in two individuals, the delivering god unitedfrom two of the smallest living things, out of the connection of sperm and egg! both of these cells live in the depthsof night and the red excitement,

in the center of the stream - our blood -which carries the corpuscles, scattered like planetsin the space of heaven. it is among eighteen million queens -female cells, which wait in the depths of its cave.with their glances, they penetrate worlds and govern them.they are eternally divine. physical laws aren’t valid for them,they don’t obey gravity, contrary to the cosmicattractive force of scientists they build their special relationships. for them, there existsonly what appeals to them!

starring i’m not home now.please leave a message. music sound editor director of photography screenplay and directed by bontonfilm presentsdelight man and woman thinkthat one willingly chose the other.

it’s as if the vain earthbelieved it revolved deliberately! exactly this falling stone passivitycalls man and woman to love! but it’s just the infinitelylarge will of an infinitely small god, -which is preparing to merge.-good, thank you. -i’m looking at this paper... how old...?-thirty-five. -you know that you’re rather oldfor this type of school? -and as a major. for us, you are... -for us you’re already unfit.-finished. we don’t knowwhat we would teach you.

i really thought i wouldstill learn something here, or... what do you thinkwe could teach you? so, that’s it. -interesting. -thank you.-and what does it mean? this was like a mosquito,and it flew around then bit me, so i killed it,and this was its soul afterwards. aha, so this isyour personal performance? can you demonstrate it for us now, live?feel free to do it like you have it there. i just forgot the order.

nice presentation. thank you. i'd like to introduce you tothe last committee member. this is milena janska with whomi’ve done various theater-film projects. she’s here to help memake my mind up about you. alright, we now call the next applicant. milena... how are you? i’m sort of tired out.

-how are you doing?-i’m well... very well. i’m happy. the happiest. -look.-she’s already got a belly. -right? -that boy really doesn’t haveany chance at all? -which boy? the old one. is it that important,how old someone is? if it were only up to me, i wouldn’thesitate to take a forty-year old. but there arecertain conventions, which...

they say, the young ones arestill without opinions, can be shaped, are the kind that...it’s better working with them. what’s more, it could disturb the group. i also don’t understand it.i just do it as i understand it. everyone simply notices you.everyone remembers you. maybe even in a negative sense, butultimately one simply makes good of it. in the end everything ultimatelydoesn’t matter, how you really are. everyone, in fact, wants to besome original brand of the unbranded. everyone in fact, everyoneonly copies from the next.

really. it kills me. bye. so? -yeah.-so what do you think? -it’s good. good. i would just maybe...i need to see it once more. even a bit before, „it kills me.“ i have too many things to do now. if you want to be free of someone,try voodoo. cut a lemon in half

and now write on a piece of paperthe name of the guy, normally wrap it in tinfoil, with the lemon, and put it in the freezerand in three days the guy is dead. -the main thing is it’s your film... no?i know. it’s my film… i know. -i just want to be famous.-jesus, my head aches horribly. -don’t you have any pills?-no. drink water. my film. if it’ll be lousy... everyone who is a little,like, nutty and flamboyant,

-he‘s immediately written about.-it’ll be very good. he’s everywhere.you read about him in magazines… could i go home early today?and you finish up alone. it’s only a bit to the end.tomorrow we’ll take a look at it. some directorsnever show up at the editing room. -run along, then.-thanks. it isn’t any heroism also,is it, to be some nut? struggling totally every... the story of adele h.

screenplay by. starring. directed by. the film is based on real eventsand people who actually lived. the year 1863. already the second year of the civil wardevides the united states of america. looking for peoplewith interesting life stories to come share them with us. whoever doesn’t have their props withthem, you can still fetch them speedily.

above all, don’t forget the vibrators. you know what occurred to me? that we can throw out that scene with thelemon. it bothers me more and more. -that’s totally pointless.-why? nothing. i can’t get my car started. -couldn‘t you take a look at it for me?-me? in my private life i’ve more ofan introverted disposition, and it’s actuallythanks to this place that i’ve had this opportunityto behave a bit extrovertly.

otherwise i would feeluncomfortable about it, but since i’m always in characteri‘m in fact not ashamed. but when i’m me,or i think of who i am normally, i would never manage to performin front of the public. the sun died... car repair your date of birth? 27 october 1971. -are you working? are you employed?-i’m an interpreter, a translator.

did you sufferany serious childhood diseases? serious? no, just the ordinary children’s...mumps, chicken pox. -do you have any siblings?-no. supposedly i had a twin,but it died before birth. i don’t remember it. -are you on any medicine?-no. -are you married? do you have children?-no. no. -what are your current troubles?-troubles?

i’m not missing anything. but i don’t feel happy. i don’t feel any joy. i have this permanentfeeling of despondency. do you have dreams?do you remember them? i dream a lot but i rememberthe atmosphere of these dreams. only an impression.but it’s pretty powerful. often i recall them during the daybefore i sleep again. so? how do you like it?

it‘s... interesting. interesting? that’s a bit indefinite an expression.that’s almost an insult. i don’t know what i should say. i don’t know if i like it or not. must i always give a name to everything? interesting's also when somebodytakes a dump in front of city hall. that would also be interesting. what then should i say, when i don’tknow what i feel when i look at it?

how about, when i look at it i like it, but at the same timei’m looking forward to it ending. and this ishow you have it all... in life? yeah, it’s true that latelyalmost nothing interests me, -but what’s important is not to take itpersonally. -whatsoever... ever. it’s nice. -and how long does it last?-another three minutes. then again. hello.

-hunger passed... -don’t read that.-it is interesting. -that’s mine! ...so it went on a never-ending journey atthe speed of second millenium internet. in the same wayyou'd slowly sip coffee on which the milk's skin appears to thesurprise of the whole coffee house. it swang from the chandelierand went out to the street even though it knewit should be drank or spat out. -that's interesting. did you write it?-yes! don’t read any further. -what is it?-it’s nothing. i tried to write that because i reada book about automatic writing.

-automatic writing?-yeah. so it’s like you mindlessly start to writesomething and you write and write? automatic writingis quick, uncontrolled writing. it can bring all kinds ofinformation from your subconscious. it helps with headaches,stress and human interaction. i think it’s evidentyou wrote it when you were hungry. you should also trywriting something sometime. -it’ll improve your communication.-more likely it would stress me out. that even happens!

wait. in this book it’s written... where was it? „it can assistsome people towards personal growth, for others it brings on psychic stress. for some it’s better they don’t knowwhat kind of skeletons are in the closet, for others it’s better they don‘tfind out there’s nothing in their closet.” i’d rather never go nearmy closet being you. when i was a kid, dad would say,„you’re our little oblomov...“ don’t you want to borrow it? i don’t know.

rather not. the sun died with emotion and the wind stopped its blowing, it’s dark here and what’s more... i suppose there aremore and more of these people who appear in these transvestite shows because it is uniqueamong creative art forms, in that a person can be somehowjust himself or be who he wants and assert himself,that’s another thing... it’s awfully hard.

people would rather enjoy themselvesthan listen to pearls of wisdom, but in fact imitatingthese typical characteristics is, by principle, this show, like we’ve become the originals in thatmoment when we perfectly copy another. i just want to be famous. i want people to remember meas if i was something. sorry i can’t talk now.i’m at a screening. i hope it’s over in 10 minutes. fine. we’ll talk later. bye.

normally i workbehind the bar in a club, a gay club. so to me it comes acrossas too long... quite... -for me, terribly!-i think it’s too perverse. it's possible the themesomehow inclines that way. we don’t have to immediatelyshow such naturalistic matters because less is more. perverse? so try to sell it to some porno channel. they wouldn’t take it.for them, it’s not enough.

-that was a joke.-aha. let’s not start off being at each otherlike, „perverse - not perverse“. the point for us is the same, that it will be good enoughand everyone will take credit for it. i’d be very unhappy ifthere’s resentment among us or we look at one another strangely.that’s unnecessary. this should be a team effort.we have to come to realize that this film goes through approvals,that we do it for the audience. we have to come to realizewho the audience is, that it isn’t us,

that we aren’t doing this for ourselvesbut for people, and we got a grant. also, this isn‘t the first thingwe’re doing together that simply needs more work. sure... nevertheless we alsosee this as a first cut. there will be more work on it,even if time is pressuring us, but it’s always like thisin this phase of the process. -and how is it perverse?-i also have the impression it’s too long. but there will be more work on it.it’s a working version. when we make it shorter -we cut out the perversion -

we make it, say, an hour, sincethere’s no need to have it 90 minutes. sure... simply speed it up. -jesus, and what according to youshould i have maybe done! -go. defend your own work and beliefs! shit! of course i also knowthe film isn’t long, or perverse. -what good is it to me?-why didn’t you say anything? i want another job and i’m notgoing to over-intellectualize it. that’s all nonsense.after all, everything depends on you. sure, so says madame saint.

please, what are you playing at here? why aren't you flipping outat this crap like me? -what change do you accomplish?-nothing, i just know what i’m saying. at least i say what i thinkand stand behind it as well. -i don’t crawl up someone‘s ass like you.-if i don’t do it, someone else will. inside that ass it’s packedand there’s a line standing before it. so you’re going to actlike everyone else? -such are the times. -how are the times?-the times are the way they are. so, if this were communism,you’d be secret police?

-you say i’d be secret police?-you really would be. -you’re overdoing it.-you’re extremely adaptable. i crawl up peoples‘ asses, ok.clearly these women and that producercrawl up someone else’s ass. it’s all one big asswe crawl up into together. and you’re first in line. you’re in that ass with me. it’s just that you’re still disagreeablytrying to claw your way out. would you rather bewith a waiter or a gamekeeper?

-a gamekeeper.-and why? can you elaborate? he somehowcompletely replaces the predator. he must maintain balancewithin the borders of a region so that the animals don’t overpopulate in terms of the food that is available.he’s a sort of cleanser. such a genuine predatorcommands respect, fear. do you have something to be afraid of?what scares you, something within you? that, too, sometimes.

but i’m much more afraid that i’ve somehow achievedwhat i wanted and now, in fact,i don’t know what i want next. and you’re certainthat you’ve achieved everything? all the walls i break throughare in my head. i came to this completely by accident,actually thanks to a friend and surprisingly my girlfriend, becausei’m not homosexual like everyone thinks, that only a homosexual can do this,so i’m an exception. even my girlfriend who brought meinto this, she really supported me in it

and helped me from the beginning,with choosing dresses for instance or even sewing me some. now we’reno longer together but i stayed in this. i hope we’re agreed on something. no. don’t come. i’m not jumping at your whistle. bye. i smoke along the arm and exactlyto the very tip of one's finger... ...ease your pain,bring euphoria, colorful dreams...

this evening you’re here at the premiereto introduce your newest picture „etc.“ can you tell us what the film deals with?what did you want to say with this film? whatever i say, it will be just repeatingone and the same thing over and over. -milena, hey there.-hi. may i have two juices and one vodka? -so? -good.-is pavlina here with you? -we didn’t catch the screening, but...-yes, so what do we talk about? everything’s on the web pageand the internet. but...

hey! long time no see. -how’re you doing?-good. i heard that you’re doingsome super project now. yeah, we’ll see about that. -thank you.-i could use some help with something. -sure. stop by some time.-no shit. so i’ll stop by, hynek. -you know it... whenever. -whenever?-whenever. -perfect. so i’ll come by,and i can, really, whenever, right? -hynek!-whenever.

hynek! -so i gotta... nice evening then.-i’ll come around. bye hynek. that’s great that i met him here. some of these items are brilliant while these last little onesare a little inconsistent. -so why’d you want help from him?-because some of this is genius. and mainly his name... with that you start to getyour hands on rather sizeable money. and does he have some problem?that he’s all blocked up.

-no.-no? i have the power to inherently unmask.you know what that is? it’s that i am able to detectwhat people are really thinking. that they act one way,but underneath something‘s going on. -how about me? -inherent demasking?you’ve got a lot of it. -but what am i concealing?-you’re not concealing anything. you’re crystal. you hide nothing. so absolutely nobody’s here.no one worth knowing is here.

who’s that... how did i meet him? i’m going to the toilet. hi. i was here in the bathroom. so how’d you like the film? -i don’t know. i came afterwards.-really? sometimes that’s best. i thought you skippedpremieres on principle. -they do rather bug me.-really? so what are you doing here?

i was supposed to meet upwith this woman i know but i guess we arranged things badly.she’s somewhere else. -so, bye then.-bye. -i’m going home now.-why? let’s have another drink. -i’m not having any fun here anymore.-but i’m having fun here. so enjoy it here. -don’t you want to go for a dance?-oh, it's you. -i don’t think it’s possible to dance alot to that. -of course it’s possible. it’s possible to dance to everything.

she’s afraid that she’ll always beworth it to me, that’s why she leaves it’s worth it to liveit’s worth it to live you’re here like all the extras. -so here somewhere?-yeah, here please. -how much is it? -that’s cool. it’s on me.-ok, so thank you. take care, bye. -bye.-i’ll go with you, ok? hello madame, or is it miss?give me ten crowns and i’ll tell you from memory exactly whata name‘s name day is in the calendar. think of some name and tell me.

vladimir. vladimir... it’s, that’sjust such a stupid or hard. i’ll still tell you, it’s the eighth of... no, twenty-third of may. kiss my ass, you twat! you have a name day every day!because the twenty-third is a twat, and the twenty-fourth‘s a cunt! the twenty-fifth’s an asshole,you cunt sonofabitch! the twenty-sixth is a twat again, that’syour whole week, sonofabitch... horny...

i'll fuck you! probably your cuntwould fall off if you'd give me 10 crowns. shaved fucker sonofabitch... perfumed. according to the latest statisticsthere are seven such cases in the world. doctors concede that it’s possiblefor twins to have two different fathers. male sperm manage to survive in theuterus of a woman for up to 72 hours, which means 3 days, which ismore than enough for the sperm to unite with the sperm of another man. it’s big. good idea.

what’s that? it’s on always? it’s a good television, isn’t it? it’s no bother that i came? aren’t we going to have something?coffee? or i can go get something. it’s nice, really. -wow, you still have vhs.-can i make a call from your cell phone? yeah.

thanks. i’m not very good with these.could you... 6-0-4-3-9-4... ...2-3-5. -you’re calling.-yeah, thanks. vladimir rychta calling. -hello?-who is it? who’s calling? is someone there?

good day. this is miroslav gajer fromthe company plusvital on the telephone. we're a company operatingfor a long time on the czech market, engaged with the distribution and saleof vitamin formulas and medications, and we have a gift for you!do you have a second? that sounds interesting.tell me about it. right now we are test marketingan anti-stress diet supplement... -excuse me?-what’d you say? -‚antistress‘, yeah. -we can still change the name.- is it some kind of cream? -no, no. oral. oral - women, men.

i have a few more details to ask. married,childless, single? city dweller... from this the dosage then will be derived. fine. thank you for your time. good day. so he’s not interested. who was that? doesn’t matter. no, if it happens now then itactually means that it already happened. already a long time ago.

understand? if we saw itjust now, if it happened now then it means that,in reality, it happened - that star exploded and broke apartsometime in the 14th century of karel iv. because it’s about650 light years distant and it takes 650 years before we see it,before it happens for us. and so if something happens now,then it actually already happened and that meansthat there will be two suns in the sky. which really means therewon’t be night on the whole planet, maybe six weeks.

there simply won’t be night. anywhere. because it willsimply be two months of day. and you’ll say:that really was some day! it’s the first case since the law about alternatingpartner custody has come into force. in practice, it means that the man willalternately stay 14 days at one partner’s and 14 days at the other’s. the court considered all circumstances,even the plaintiff's mental state, and the originally demanded monthlyterm was decreased to 14 days.

we’re going to appeal. this new law actuallyentitled me to alternating custody and intercourse with my husband. i suppose there must be order to it.it must be an impartial decision. i have a right to intercoursewith my husband. i was here first. so thank you for a nice walk. it was nothing. shall we have another cig...? i can’t have another.

have a good one… and thanks. the main thing is that so many ofthese attach themselves to this... this apocalyptic thesis.that if it does happen and we see two suns in the sky,then it’ll be the end of the world. shit. shit! -and what was the reason?-in short, i heard he changed his mind. he must have signeda consent form or contract. actually, he didn’t.

thanks to some mysterious reason,signing a contract with him was forgotten. now, we’re gonna cut himout of the film! -maybe it’s not yet completely definitive.-so you go visit him. you persuade him! are you thinking straight? go to himyourself. or send production there. still, it’s our film. there are some brilliant scenes there. you’re funny. -at least then give me a cig.-i don’t smoke. none of it matters to me anymore.

i’ll simply leave him thereand he can go stand on his head. anyway, he’ll sue me.you don’t smoke? since when? i should also quit. i should quit. oh wow. where’d you get them? -you have absolutely no craving?-no. -how can you hold out? everything is just a thought. if i come to terms with the though, thati don’t need it - it can be anything -

-then i don’t need it and i’m better offwithout it. -what are you doing? nothing, wait. that craving for it is,just the same, something temporary and just the same, i’ll only be sickfrom it, so i simply don’t have one. it works so long as youhold on to that thought. nonsense. where are my pants? really? i’m going homein my underwear or what. what is this you have on all the time?

some sort of sawdust.is that television? it’s one of those television stations.that’s all they show. -do you want sugar?-no, thanks. this way, you can unlimitedlywatch the lives of animals. live. it’s rather good if you’re allergic tocats, or hamsters so you play this and you can have them this way. i hope that’s not true. you have allergies to animals and still you can’t livewithout this show at any price?

yeah. about right. but those hamsters can’t create anyemotional relationship with you at all! like they would to a master. after all, they know nothing about you that you snoop about like this.they don’t know you. it entertains me. that’s really... i just heard somewhere that in america they already haveregular television channels for dogs.

when dogs are home alone,they play films for them so they won’t get bored, but it must beadapted for their perception, because they say dogsdon’t perceive the color red, etc... -and what films do they play them?-the usual. from the lives of dogs. how they play,how they fight with other dogs. then some relaxing romance. imagine how deepa filmmaker today can descend. „ciao. what are shooting?the usual. i’m shooting films for dogs.“ soon, it’ll be here.and you will edit it.

aren’t you hungry? don‘t you wantsomething for breakfast? no, thanks, what time is it?darn, i gotta go now. that cable guy is supposed tocome finally. then this and that. i have a lot of work! where’smy sweater? yeah, here. coat. -do you have everything?-i do. bye-bye. -i have to open it.-you're going like that? -so ciao.-bye-bye. and the wind stopped its blowing the one who makes me fall for it

i want to give love between a curse and me there’s no difference you see but i’ve already toldyour director everything. i just don’t want to appear in the film. i know but i’m interestedto know the reason. after all, it’s not fairwhen you join something. is it here, because of work or why? i’ve already made up my mind.

and if i’ve caused youany trouble, i’m sorry. if i were to tell you,you’d only laugh at me anyway. i’m sorry. i’ve definitively decided. i’ve simply fallen in lovewith one woman. i’ve never experiencedanything like this before and i think i’ll neverexperience it again. it’s just an awfully powerful thing.an awfully powerful relationship. i’m awfully happy about it, thatit happened. the problem is a little... she doesn’t likethese transvestite shows

and transvestites and these things andi’ve really decided that i’m leaving it and that i don’t want to beconnected with it any longer. i’m doing it for her, becausei like her, because i love her. mr. director,how will your remake be different? in what way will it bedifferent than the original? primarily it’s the cast.the cast will be different. we began to do our bestin the final selection. the environment and time in whichthe story takes place will be different. it’ll be our present day as opposedto the present day at that time.

but what’s most importantand what i’d like to stress is that we’ve decided to keepthe exact final cut, so that it’ll be like the originalpicture as much as possible. aha… and this cloud… there’s smoke.what’s this all about? that cloud, or smoking,as you say, is a kind of special effect. we’re tryinga kind of dream scene here and any more i won‘t give away. i’d liketo keep it a secret until the premiere. thank you and i’d hereby like to inviteour viewers to this new czech remake. so... let’s get going!

hello, i hear you. hello, hi. excuse me, sorry. -you’re sleeping, right?-no, i’m not sleeping. i’m in the maternity ward,you know, now with pavlina. she didn’t really want meto be at the birth, but i said i’ll be here with herand i won’t move from here. so i’m now waiting here andwalking back and forth in the hall. it’s nothing.i don’t want to disturb you, naturally. fingers crossed.

wait, wait. why aren’t you sleeping? well... i’ll call you back.i have to go now. they’re calling me. so i’ll ring back. bye, bye. what are you doing? i’ve got a girl!we have. we have a girl. let’s drink to my girls. -congratulations.-thank you. so, this is mine...

this is my child. pretty. so my child was born! such a banality, right? but at the same time, it’s one of the most interestingsensations i’ve ever experienced. fathering, also known as fertilization. the joining of two sexualcells into a zygot, creating an original organismin the process.

i printed it here from the internet. the whole process. complex. these sperm fight their way to the egg and only the strongest make it there. and neverthelessthey’re able to even wait there. normally they can wait maybe 48 hours. and then just penetrate plainly. it’s a total mystery.

that’s science. at the same time, i actually thought in selfishnessonly of myself of my own pleasure. because the female orgasmisn’t necessary for fertilization. it isn’t necessary at all. it’s a joke. and actually sadand mostly unfair, isn’t it? but actually it’s good. it’s good because if the female orgasmwould be necessary for fertilization in essence,we probably wouldn’t be here. i don’t know how it wasmaybe with your parents,

but it isn’t easy.the female orgasm isn’t easy. it isn’t easy. and so actually it’s good, because a lot of these idiotsactually couldn’t enjoy it! if it would be necessary... but milena,you wanted something from me. i’ll work everything out, don’t worry. everything’s already sorted. everything will be fineand you will be so happy.

i’ll only, like this...a little bit... have a little nap... otherwise i think it looksrather better, don’t you? -absolutely. it’s absolutely another film.-really? but it’s a shamesome of the perversity is gone. for me it comes across as the same.i think it’s super that it’s shorter. i would definitely... what we just saw... consider it a versionwhich not even television would refuse. well, cross our fingers.i will try really hard. you’re brilliant, you’re amazing.

you’ve reached voice mail.after the tone, leave a message. dear milena, today is your birthdayand you lost your cell phone, that's why we're sending youthis pretty ditty: happy birthday to youhappy birthday to you happy birthday, dear mila happy birthday to you -hello.-so what? you got it? yeah, i got it. it was here. so let’s go somewherefor a glass of wine, huh?

-i don’t want to celebrate anything.- why? -i’ll be home.-that’s a shame, isn’t it? -we’ll go some other time, yeah?-so i'm going alone. -bye.-bye. hello, can you hear me? the person you are calling is notanswering. please try again later. -the person you are calling is notanswering. -you’re an asshole. we are unable to connect youwith the person you are calling. they are switched off or unavailable.

-what the…?-please try again later. i really can‘t thank you enough forpicking up. we’re in an insane situation. i’ve had to bullshit them that he wasmaybe in an accident somewhere. i know it’s bad you're starting aftersomeone, but it’ll be two days max. the client told us that they have to haveit on the deadline, which means now, or they’ll simply do itat a different studio. i’m going crazy. -hello.-good afternoon. it’s the garage. your car is finished so come bywhenever. we’re here until four. thank you. bye.

so provided i understand properly,you want to end our sessions? -isn’t this a bit premature at this time?-no, no, no. i think that it’s already unnecessary.i’m fine. i feel excellent. -don’t you have some paper and a pen?-help yourself. i’m writing you herethe date and time of that new film which they’re showing on television.that film, the one we’ve talked about. if you would takea look at it sometime. afterwards, it’ll also naturally be postedon the net or i can burn it for you. i don’t understand you, adele.what are you doing here?

are you spying on me in disguise? i had to come after you. i have mutual consent from my parents. look. see, now we can get married. i tell you, it’s impossible. how you’ve changed. you can’t forgetall those letters you wrote me. i remember them always.in some you spoke of marriage.

may i show themto all these women, lovers. i wanted to marry you,but now i don’t. does it matter? does it matter? i wanted nothing from you. you came to me. you wanted me. are you leaving already?you don’t like it? no. i just havesomething else. good bye. good bye. i’ve had women before you. i’ve hadthem after you and i’ll have others.

i saw you with that womanwith the pet dogs. she looked charming. have you already spokenwith her about me? dear god. sometimes i tell myselfwhat goes through your head? the fundamental mistakecame in my misinterpretation of why he texted mesuch long messages which actually are the foundation ofmy relationship with him. it’s really horrible. every day. that daily conversationwhich diverts you.

i think that’s the reason you’resimply going to enjoy this terribly. i thought he texts me because i meansomething to him. or that i intrigue him, that something about me interests him,that maybe he likes me. except insteadhe only doesn’t dislike me. and i don’t thinkhe does it unintentionally. he really claims he doesn’t. and even if he really claimssomething else every time. a person can only blame themselves. maybe even when he believesthat another is telling him the truth.

when he lies to youabout these banal things afterwards, it’s really horribly degrading. the main thing is, at the beginningi didn’t even want him. he seemed so strange,somehow embarrassing, and unappealing. we simply met and i didn’t take itseriously at all until really later. why does it alwaysturn into such extremes? i don’t know. i think the faultalso lies with you perhaps. you’ve supported his position or whateverhe’s wanted a lot in these text messages

or whatever he wanted. or you probably identifiedyourself within his role, or you wanted to help him,or he’s getting something from you. but equally you’re gettingsomething from him. those daily notes...those daily text messages - as you get from a sun that setsso from him you get text messages. i’m not home now.please leave me a message. milena! please... pick up. you promised me.

milena? hello milena. good day. this is miroslav gajer from thecompany vital plus. do you have a moment? bah. no. it’s me. lame, huh? i don’t want to leave you a message.i want to talk to you. marie here.i’ll try to call back later. ciao. jesus! please leave a message. hi. marie. i’ll try calling back later then. ciao.

hello. marie here. for the third time. i’ll pay now. yeah, yeah. good day. fifty-five. milena? -what are you doing here?-hi. fifty-five crowns. really...

i haven’t seen you in a long time. a long time, right? so you just travel and nothing else. yeah, nothing. i was there for the third timein the last few years. i made some money. realty. i was rather successful in one venture. so i said to myself, when i made moneyon something that nobody could budge, i‘ll invest the earningsin my own movements.

that’s good. sorry but do you have some wire? wire? for what? i locked my keys in my car...a little ways from here. imagine, no one wanted to pull over forme. i guess i look like some criminal. so maybe they’ve got some here. miss! -by chance, do you have any wire?-wire? i don‘t.

she doesn‘t. and how did you lock yourself out? it’s happened to mea couple times already. wait. -tram-ta-da-da!-good. „love is an act having no meaning because it’s possibleto repeat it countless times.“ did you underline this? it’s not mine. someone must have dropped it.

someone? you don’t know who you drive around? a hitchhiker? female? maybe you dropped it. fifteen years ago. back then, you definitelydidn’t have this kind of car. and i wouldn’t have underlinedthis kind of sentence. and today? you think i’ve changed? do you feel something?

a hand on my breast? nothing else? a tingle inside maybe? -well, girl, so you’ve changed a lot.-wait, i mean it seriously. but i am serious.you must know best yourself. otherwise you wouldn’tbe here with me like this. now, you also feel nothing? come with me. and now in culture: media outletsare reporting sad breaking news.

the tragic death of artistand performer hynek valentyn. the family doesn’t wish to offer moredetailed information on the entire affair. you have reached hynek valentyn.leave me a message. pavlina? pavlina! what happened? you‘re alive? lucky you. i heard what happened.

-what would you like?-a glass of red wine. i’m sorry. me too. it was really nice to see you. -what are you doing here?-ciao. it’s stuck. this thing’s driving me crazy.jesus christ, this just isn’t possible! -and what do you want?-i tried to reach you. piece of crap!

quiet. -and what do you want?-i’ve come for you. -you promised me!-i didn’t promise you anything! please! christ. this is driving me fucking nuts. -what an idiot.-what’s with that show? nothing. go back to sleep. -you’re leaving already?-yeah. -oh kaaay.

i’m going crazy. this thing’s driving me crazy.i don’t care anymore. -you idiot, who wants to listen to that?-what’s the matter? if i would have the opportunity, then i would not hesitate, not hesitate to vote,to vote for our party! we must fight against thosewho don’t care how this country fares! that i would shoota film about hynek valentyn. about his work, life.

establish everything, how good he was, all the things he did,what he still wanted to do. for sure we’d get a grant,now that he’s dead. we could even start shootingat the funeral maybe. you don’t know when it is? i simply want tomake a film about him! how do i explain it to you? and why you, right now? i’ve always liked his stuff a lot.

-you’re really bullshitting.-i am not. it’s true. i really do like it. i don’t have toblare it out to the world. i wanted to buy a painting from him. i also know you well. you knew him well and so it could bemore raw, more heartfelt. the statement would be more compact. but i didn’t know him, if i did, then... it never occurred to methat he wanted to kill himself. -i think you'd have something to saythere. -no, i don’t want to.

i totally hate documentarieswhere someone remembers someone. why didn’t you film himwhen he was alive? -can you play it?-what is it? promise me that, for now,you won’t tell anyone that i have it. -why such theatre?–promise, and play this. i promise. and then we keep ondoing the same thing. we are affected by the insignificanceof a situation we come across. how to realize this is good,this is bad.

and when, after that, it’s possible todecide whether to continue or not... this is good.this is bad. this is the same. and then we keep on doing the samething. how to realize this is good... but you can’t be serious? but still it’s him. he wanted it this way. where’d you get hold of this?is it recorded? -where’d you get hold of this?-he did it this way. i only found him there.

i only found him there! he wanted it this way.i only found him there! hynek. hynek...! hynek... please, can you come here. river bank 15. come now! hynek...! this makes no sense. we’re lucky thatall the objects that appear to us

are always thosewhich have disappeared. we’re lucky that nothingwill appear before us in real time only like the starsin the night heavens. if the speed of light were limitless everystar would be visible simultaneously and the intensity in the vaults ofheaven would be unbearable. we’re lucky that nothinghappens in real time, otherwise in the supply of information we would be subjectedto such a bright light of events that the momentwould attain unbearable acuteness.

in northern poland, twins were bornwho have two different fathers. a chinese man discovered his wife’sinfidelity in a very curious manner. he figured out he was the father of onlyone twin, which was born to his wife. since male sperm manages to survive inthe uterus of a woman for up to 72 hours, which is enough time for the spermto unite with the sperm of another man. behind it all can bethe so-called „hyper-ovulation“. the same situation happened,for example, last may in dallas, texas, where doctors, during a paternity test, determined that the eleven-monthold sons of may washington

have in place of one father, two. out of everybody in america,in the world, this happens to me, moaned the woman, who had no idea that her private life will bepublicly displayed in such a way. english subtitles john rileyfilmprint digital

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